Saturday, November 29, 2008

the fuyo0hs.. <3

i miss u girLs..
::bLoved mrs. pres::dBa syg::fara soulmate ku::
now i had realized how deep has this friendship took place in my heart..
love you so much!


hapPineSs~

~hapPinesS~

in this post, i would love to write my thought on happiness..happiness is something that is subjective..different people would have different point of view about it..as for me, happiness means a kind of great feeling you felt when you enjoy your life during the moment at the fullest..

i've been living for 17 years; exactly 17 today..hehe..my life is not always fill up with the smell of happiness..sometimes the sorrow and disappointment come to show themselves..the obstacles that i face sometimes make me cry..there's moment when i feel so weak and helpless..that there is about no one for me to turn to and lay my back on them..there is time when i feel so lonely..and darkness is all over me..i'm scared but all i can do is just let it be..
when i turn back to my past, i realize that those pathetic experience are the one that make me grow up..they teach me the bitter reality of life..they give me strength to face the future..they help me to improve myself into a better me..

i never regret my past..the bitterness that i taste is worth to be appreciated..there is always light at the end of a dark tunnel..i strongly believe in that word and as far as i have experienced..the saying is true..happiness always comes after the sorrow..it cures all the pain that i endure..
sorrowness to me, is somehow is also a kind of happiness..
"i wont do anything..i enjoy the pain"
i quote that from someone that really close to me..
when i first heard it, i jump into conclusion that it was totally ridiculous..however, something had happened and i was knocked when this sentence suddenly popped into my mind..he is right..sit back and let the life move on is sometimes the best thing to be done..pain is not always hurt..sometimes it is sweet; sweet to be bear in mind, at least..




Friday, November 28, 2008

specially dedicated to dba syg.. :)

dba syg called me again last night..for the third time of the day..ngeh~ however, she was not as gay as before..i could hear her sobs..waa~ agak2 meruntun perasaan di situ ea..guu~ for the first time..this post will be in malay..ngee~

deep..
mencintai dan dicintai itu lumrah..mencintai seseorang itu ialah anugerah dan ianya sama sekali bukanlah satu kesalahan..yang salah ialah apabila kita menyintai insan yg salah (yg sudah diketahui buruk akhlaknya dan sebagainya)..menyintai juga akan menjadi salah apabila kau menyintai seseorang secara berlebih-lebihan..sekarang cuba kau renungkan kembali..adakah kau menyintai kimi secara berlebihan? berlebihan yang bagaimana? kau mnjadikan cinta terhadapnya sebagai cinta yang teragung di hatimu..adakah kau begitu sayang? jika benar, langkahmu khilaf..jika tidak, alhamdulillah..kayu ukur terhadap perasaan cinta itu senang saja..pernah terdetik di hatimu walau cuma sekali bahawa kimi ialah segalanya untukmu..he is ur everything..itu tandanya kamu menyintainya lebih dari segalanya..jadi, pernahkah?

ku pinjamkan kepadamu sepotong kata yang pernah ku dengar dari seseorang:

Never take a man as your everything because Allah is always ur everything..He is always there for you..even when a man doesnt..Never said that u are lonely because Allah is always next to you..He may not appear in front of your eyes but his Nur is always there in your heart..Never said that you are helpless because Allah is the Greatest Helper..Just turned to Him and He will show you the best way to a brighter day...

dilema yang kau hadapi sekarang adalah untuk melepaskannya dari hatimu bukan? ia bukan mudah tapi akan menjadi sedikit mudah jika kau berusaha sedaya mungkin untuk mempermudahkannya..kuncinya ialah tekad, cekal, yakin dan ikhlas..tekadkan hatimu jika kau pilih untuk melupakan dia..segala tindakanmu haruslah mengikut tekad tersebut..dan kau juga harus cekal menghadapi segala kesakitan dan kepedihan dalam melalui proses tersebut..yakin lah pada dirimu dan yakin juga kepada janji Yang Esa..bahawasanya di dunia ini telah diciptakan seseorang buatmu..juga kesudahan yg baik adalah bagi orang2 yang bertaqwa..ikhlaskan hatimu melepaskan kimi..ikhlaskan hatimu dalam menerima hal ini sebagai satu cabaran..hidup ini penuh dengan cabaran dan ini ialah salah satu cabaran yg perlu kau tempuhi..

walau apa pn jua badai yang datang merintangi jalan hidupmu, kau tidak akan pernah kesorangan..kau sentiasa punya aku; sahabat yang sentiasa mencintai dirimu.. :)

Monday, November 24, 2008

this girl named nadzipah

Wan Nadzipah Maharah

this time i would love to write about a friend of mine. she is the one in the picture above. cute right? ^.^

i know her since the first day i went to INTEC. she was my roommate and we were in the same program; Korean Engineering Program. from the first sight, i know that this girl must be a very nice person. she is polite and i can see that she is quite shy. my parents meet her and from the way they talk, i know that my parents like her. (glad that i dont have any big brother..ngeh3 =p) from the day onwards, she had become my very good friend. we used to do everything together; except waking up from bed. he3..

i admire this girl. she is just 18 years old but she behaves like an adult. may be this is because she the eldest in her family. i can say that she is a very responsible person. she can manage her time and her financial very well. i salute her for that. she can stand waking up early in the morning to wash her clothes so that she dont have to waste money to send the dirty clothes to dobi. she is a true malay girl type. she talk politely, walk politely; so unlike me..hehe ;p physically, she is quite vertically challenge. however, do not underestimate her. you would better watch out. she is small in size but she has a very brilliant mind. since high school, she would score 90 marks and above for her additional mathematics. some additional information to amaze you even more, her pointer for the previous semester in INTEC is 4.28. over 4.5, she score 4.28! wow! she is my little einstein, indeed. ngee~ (^_^)

i have a confidence that she can make it to Korea next year. it is so okay that i cant make it there. i will be damn happy if all my friends in korean program are able to fly to south korea in march 2009. it will be very soon. it's sad that they will leave me but it is okay. they have their own dream and i have mine.

to you nadzipah, i love you so much sister. hope that we can meet again some day later. Best of luck in your study. If God wills, i will be coming to shah alam once again to meet you before you fly. Insya-Allah.. =)

Seoul Daehakyo; kaja chingu!


Thursday, November 20, 2008

i really want to update my blog..but i am all messed up..i have written two post (excluding this one) so far for today but i have deleted both of them..i dont really know what is so wrong with me today..hmmph~ :(

Thursday, November 6, 2008

today is tuesday

mrs. pres said..this bear is so look like our biro kebajikan..comeeelll~ hik2..



my day starts well today..i pass my test..alhamdulillah.. =)
the fuyyohs also did well..so glad for them..hehek..maju fuy0h maju..lalala~
k.long also did well..even better than us..well, she is our k.long, then.. ;)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

1st post..ngee~~ :D

1. WHAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY?
= cannot remember..but i did smile.. :)

2. DO YOU KNOW THAT TO LOVE IS ALSO TO LET GO?
- i noe and understand that statement very well..

3. ARE YOU IN LOVE??
- i'm so in love.. :)

4. ARE YOU IN A FIGHT?
- say no to fight..peace!

5. DO YOU LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND/S?
- for sure i do..mmuah2

6. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
- tika itu by unic..lgu nasyid 2..chewaahh..hehehe

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG FOR THE MOMENT?
- ayat2 cnta by rossa..nvr b rplaced by 1st lady..

8. WHAT ARE YOUR BIGGEST FEARS?
- darkness! gugu~ :(

9. WRITE DOWN NAMES OF IMPORTANT FRIENDS.
- so many names to be listed, then..they r all important for me..

10. DO YOU HAVE EX-BESTFRIENDS?
- i think so..but then we r still fren..jz not that close anymore..

11. DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH THE SUNSET WITH YOUR LOVE?
- so sweet..wink2 ^.^

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO?
- on9.eating.sleeping.shopping.fooling around wif fuyyohs

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CAR?
- i dont even have a license.. :(

14. HAVE YOU EVER LOVED YOUR OWN BESTFRIEND?
- i have always love them..ngee~

15. DO YOU THINK BREAK UP IS SUCK?
- ssdh tkdir..redha saje..what 2 do? huhuhu~

16. TELL ME AN IMPORTANT THING ABOUT YOU.
- i'm in love! :D

17. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU LIKE?
- climbing stairs..hahaha :))

18. ARE YOU BORED?
- not at the moment.

19. DO YOU WANNA GO BACK TO THE PAST?
- yes..there's sumthing that really need 2 b fixed in my past..huhu~

20. DO YOU HAVE BESTFRIENDS FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- i have 2..wink2

22 . WHAT COLORS DO YOU LIKE?
- pink.red.black.white.chocolate

23. DO YOU LIKE TO DRINK BEER UNTIL YOU GET DRUNK?
- nope.

24. DO YOU HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS TO SAY TO SOMEONE?
- yes..but cannot b stated here..huhu~

25. WHAT DO YOU DO FOR FUN?
- the fuyyohs are best at make things fun..aren't we? hik2.. ;D

26. LOVE SOMEONE A LOT?
- yes.. :)

27. ARE YOU SLEEPY NOW?
- nope.

28. IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY "I MISS U", TO WHOM WOULD THAT BE?
- mama.him.