new chapter begins?

it has been exactly two years since 'that' day.

and also two years of 'hye and bye' relationship afterwards.

it's tiring, yet i'm having fun.

the experience is like riding a roller-coaster.

a moment, i was lifted up high to the sky.

whilst the other moment, i was brought down to the lowest point of my life.

after two years, i have gained a better understanding of what really love is.

and it is not only all about love.

i learn much more than that.

and those lessons are certainly valuable for a life time.

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so, what is coming up next?

would i stay?

or am i moving on?

haha. i simply dont know.

currently, i'm sitting on the fence.

undecided.

but hey, it feels good to stay like this.

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why cant i just start a new life?

i am. but, i open up a new chapter of my life in my very own way that you would never understand.

i like it to be this way.

so, please let it be.